Aoy's power : I can do it!


about me

My name is Pattama but you can call me Aoy. Born on 31/08/1990 and currently 19 years old. I don't really care what others think about me because I am for who I really am ♥.

tags

friends
i know you love me,
♥Shila
♥Poon
♥Joycy
♥Dominic
♥Hui Ching
♥Hui Yue
♥Prang
♥Dephanie
♥Elfi
♥Hadzwan

thanks
© * étoile filante
inspiration/colours: mintyapple
icons: cablelines
reference: x / x

past
พฤษภาคม 2008
มิถุนายน 2008
กรกฎาคม 2008
สิงหาคม 2008
กันยายน 2008
ตุลาคม 2008
พฤศจิกายน 2008
ธันวาคม 2008
มกราคม 2009
กุมภาพันธ์ 2009
มิถุนายน 2009
สิงหาคม 2009
ธันวาคม 2009
title: Tag from Shila
date: วันอังคารที่ 15 กรกฎาคม พ.ศ. 2551
time:05:55
I won't answer question 17 - 33 becuase I don't want to tag to others (Is that possible??).

This tag is just for SHILA only, if anyone want me to tag directly to that person please say so I don't mind answer the question, haha.

Let's start!



1. The person who last tag you is:

2. Your relationship with him/her is:

She is my best friend!


3. Your five impression of him/her:

Talkative, pretty, helpful, kind, irritating.


4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you:

She gave me boot!!! haha (Thank you!)


5. The most memorable thing he/she had said to you:

"I can't resist you! You are irresistable!"


6.If he/she become your lover, you will :

Hug her with all my strenght, haha!


7. If he/she become your lover, thing he/she has to improve on will be:

Let me hug you, please! Don't be scared, I will hug you only haha.


8. If he/she become your enemy, you will:

Slap her face one time then ask her "how dare you become like this?!"


9. If he/she become your enemy, the reason will be:

Too talkative till I can't stand her...


10. The most desire thing you want to do for him/her now is:

Give her a hug then tell her that "Don't be too stress!!!!"


11. Your overall impression of him/her is:

A very helpful girl that will find any way to help within her limitation.


12. How you think people around you will feel about you?

I think they see me as a violent girl(?), haha... I guess so^^"

13. The characters you love of yourself are:

Cheerful, optimistics and stubborn.


14. On the contrary, the characters you hate yourself are:

Weak, emotional and sensitive.


15. The most ideal person you want to be is:

I stillwanna be myself^^.


16. For people that care and like you, say something to them:

Thank you for your understandings and caring, I appreciate it all! Love you!!



---------ENDS


P.S. >>> My darling is in pain.. Things seem to get worse! Why!? I want my darling to recover faster.. See he's like this, I'm suffering too...


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title: Myself
date: วันเสาร์ที่ 5 กรกฎาคม พ.ศ. 2551
time:21:38
Again... Today I don't want to go for my tuition... The place is too far you know!!! Haiz = =.. Why this year everything seems so tough?? My weakness is increasing from 2 or 3 points to 100 points now!!! Hate I'm being weak, untidy annd kept in!!!

O level?? I will pass for sure but don't know yet when I will start my revision... = =.

I woke up because of something in the head was showing some kind of picture.. I can't remember it but it caused me to wake up. Then Nanz called me to tell me something, yea thank you!!! I love you too.

Shila is still sick... Hope she will recover faster. Smile more please ^^ your face suits sile more than a maximum curve^^.



I felt it since I was in Thailand. I'm scared... I'm so scared to face something so painful again.. Really.. That's why I can't function myself properly?? Until so many people notice it?? Wah this is really something.. That's why I got a Three swords.. Yea then I realised T^T.


Never mind, Aoy, cheer up!!!!! Face again once more you won't die right??? (but it seems too much) Aoy you can do it!!!! Pretty girl hang in there!!!!


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title: Hancock
date:
time:04:10
I went to watch movie today. Prang had her date(Emma's cousin, don't remember his name) and me with Emma and April. Actually, I expected something from Emma cousin but it turned out like that, so I guess I can't blame anyone. But he is really damn annoying and irritating!! I understand Emma's situation very well, I think...

So yea, we were watching the movie, Hancock is the movie name. It was so awesome!!!! Better than WANTED though. I love you Will Smith, I really do!!! Hell, he has got some nerve^^. But the movie line is so touching... I was crying and sobbing damn hard, Emma was shocked. April was even worse, she was speechless... And Prang scolded me for crying so hard = =. I also don't know why I cried so hard for = =. But I just understand how it feels for not being able to stay with the one you really love. How hard and pain, to bear to move on without looking back. Even you do know the reason for moving on, you still can't forget the feelings. I comprehend how one fight hard for the other to live although the pain is excruciating. Am I too sensitive for these kind of things? I didn't predict that I will cry today. My feelings' so overwhelm until now... I can't get rid of it. Damn!!!



I really love this movie... It taught me many things, really... Will Smith is love!



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title: Headache
date: วันอังคารที่ 1 กรกฎาคม พ.ศ. 2551
time:05:48
I skipped school today!!! haha... I have a headache = ="... I feel so tired, why is that so? My head is damn heavy or because I sleep too much? I slept like never sleep for 3 days, since yesterday till 12 pm today and then woke up, showered and ate lunch... After that went back to sleep again from 1 to 3... This is so insane, sleeping for the whole day and yet never feels better! So I took a medicine then went out for a walk, it made me feel fresh a bit (just a bit, really)... My guardian seemed to be worried for me, thank you, I aprreciate that^^.

I didn't eat much dinner. I was not hugry at all, I wanted to vomit instead= =". I called my mom then told her that I'm sick so she passed the phone to dad. My dad asked me whether I am really sick or woke up late and put the reason I'm sick! hahah.. That's my dad, he knows me best. But I really sick... So he just asked me to take medicine. I wanna go back home!!!! Homesick?? I guess so....



English is really difficult... For me... I don't really understand it and sometimes get the wrong idea. It makes me happy but yet sad. You know how it feel for not being able to understand? This is hard... really hard...



I still don't know tomorrow I will go to school or not. If I never go means I have to go see doctor! Is my body condition bad or my heart...? I don't know


I seem to be strong but actually I am very weak.... I hate it!!! Damn!!!
Why my entry today is so emo?? = ="


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