It doesn't do any good when I go school. I'll become complacent that I already study at school so I can slack at home. But actually it's not!!! I just bluff myself through T^T. After went to school for a week that nearly to Os, I just realised that I didn't do revision at all. Woke up so early, travelled all the way to school, have tuition at afternon and night make me tired till I don't have time for revising!

Why am I like this!!??

That is the reason I asked my guardian to call vice-principal to confirm that I can study at home, sigh... Last weekend spent whole time with da and ma. No rivision has taken place at all... And I need to use the whole of monday to rebuild myself, to re-motivate myself again... When I start to read Geo, it was already 12 something T^T... Why....?

Today woke up at 9.30, wrote a bit of notes for Geo continued from the previous night... Arghhh! And I gone with 'day-dreaming' again. Why is it so difficult to focus on study?? Can someone tell me?? I tried, of course, but I guess it's not enough....

I hope I can do well.... I really hope that my laziness won't be so strong and capture me not to do anything!!!!

After reading huiching blog I wanna study a bit (a bit only). But I will study again tomorrow... I can't study till 2 or 3 am although yesterday I was up around 1 something T^T. It just happened, sometimes... Not ALL the time but I want it to be, sigh....

Never mind.. Let's hang in there! ^^

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